Spiritual Highway

I keeping looking back to my junior high school teacher saying we were the best and the brightest and we would change the world. I am doing good to do my chores and work through my to do list. I don’t see how I can possibly change the world. I am happy I made it through my chores and to do list. I was pooped when I got through. I am still healing from my surgery and my stamina and endurance just aren’t there. I tell myself, be patient. The nurses are telling me I am healing. Eventually everything well fall into place, but I don’t see how I will be changing the world. So it is with my spiritual life. I want something dramatic, an encounter with God, so revelation of the divine. I just don’t get that. All I get is a listening ear. This teaches me humility and a few laughs.